10.31.08
wet blanket
heavy. tight. binding. suffocating. pain. panic. fear. overwhelming. grief. These years of unadmitted pain. The loss. The devasting loss of innocence. Of safety. Of comfort. Of compassion.
As I learn to breathe again. I learn to release. The weight of the uncried tears has made my soul weary. With every new breathe. I learn to cry. To accept. To forgive. To release. To look for joy. To accept kindness. Even from myself.
