07.18.08
too late
you ask to join me
I resist
thinking the consequences only halfway, I say okay
you stroke
you kiss
I resist
No! my heart pounds
No! my mind speaks
my body whispers, yes
this is what I’ve wanted all along
touch me
see me
make me real
but touch
this touch
this touch with motives other than pure
is not what I want
maybe what I wanted for so long
asked for
begged for
cried for
worked for
now I stand guard
knowing it was a mistake
to let desire run free
I want to be more than your body desires.

isisjohnson said,
July 18, 2008 at 6:34 am
i think that refers to all young women at some point in time